Sunday, November 30, 2008

Gettin the bullsh!t out the way...

Just some things I've been wanting to say for a very long time....

*I got advised and will hopefully *fingers crossed* be done in the fall!

*I'm realizing I'm not completely over a certain situation that I thought I was, but oh well, I'll just have to deal with it. I indeed miss you very much and like I said before I just can't help it...

*Confession: I feel as though I think more logically than a lot of my peers...

*150!!!!!!

*...On the other hand I'm still pissed because I felt like someone didn't fight for me, for us, for what we could have had...it could have been so beautiful. Even though I was upset about some things at the time we still could have talked it out especially when you told me how you felt a certain way about me...but that lets me know a lot about the situation, maybe your heart really wasn't in it, infatuation is a bitch, it might actually make person think they're in love....but I will never understand why it was always so easy for you to go back to...oh wait, maybe it's that love thing again...

*I find passive-aggressive people very attractive.

*Why do I have to be the one to grit my teeth and just deal? I want to be obnoxious sometimes, I want to get triflin sometimes, I want to scream and shout and break things and say FUCK YOU, YOU FUCK-ASS NIGGA!, I want to whoop some people's asses sometimes.......but instead I chuckle, shake my head and :)

*That last one (^) felt really good.

*My vices replace each other...I have 5.

*I'm realizing how much I don't like the winter, it's cold and gloomy outside and all I want to do is cuddle up next to someone in a very warm dimly lit room and fall asleep. But it's funny to me how I always seem to be involved with someone during the spring/summer seasons but never the fall/winter and that's when I want to huggle the most. So on top of being freezing, you have cold sheets (lol), a low sex drive/no prospects, finals, "friends" or should I say frenemies, and a job that keeps cutting your hours.

*I think I have a problem with run-on sentences.

*But, I have my health, a loving family, a couple true friends and December 2009/May 2010 to look forward to.

*And I think I may also have a problem with starting sentences with conjunctions.
















*Cunt is my favorite word.

3 comments:

All-Mi-T [Thought Crime] Rawdawgbuffalo said...

should have looked at school house rock lol

Unknown said...

on a serious note u sounded a lil angry in der for a lil bit. but maybe its me not readin the whole message and just jumpin to conclusions. which are not my strong point? i guess the purpose of writing was to get it off ur chest but if u eva wana vent u got da number

Kellz said...

"twat" is better