Thursday, October 9, 2008

Things that make you go ugh!

OK so I have 8am classes all week long and Tuesday/Thursday are my longest days 8am-4:20pm. I had an exam today that I know I at least got a B on (physiological psych aint no ho!) and finally wound up in my last class of the day. Now, this week is a bit stressful for me because I haven't had a lot of sleep (insomnia's a biatch), a ton of studying to do, maad assignments, and I'm still a little pissed because my job had to cut payroll by 35% so I have no hours at all this week! (I had planned on saving a lil $ so I could go to this Camp Lo concert on the 18th but it looks like that's not happening...) So yeah I've been a little irritable all week on top of unnecessary drama from other sources...got in my last class, senior seminar and this dude put the icing on the cake...

We have portfolios' due before the end of the semester, that's what the class and professor agreed on "Get it into me just as soon as you can" says the professor. Cool, I can do that. So this damn fellow student of mine, always on his high horse, kinda narcissistic, pops up and says, "Can't we turn it in next Thursday?!" The class in a roar says "NOOOOOOOOO!" but since the professor is in the same frat I guess he sided with him and said "Ok, next Thursday it's due." Mind you no one's really worked on it, it's not hard but it's going to take some time, time that I didn't anticipate spending on it this week since I have other projects to do and exams to study for. Everyone cut their eyes at our fellow student, it was hilarious. "Man, I'm trying to get this done ya'll!" he says, the class is still in an uproar and you hear miscellaneous people saying "Whatever, then you turn it on on Thursday, damn!" "You fuckin it up for the rest of us man!". "And weren't you absent last week, wtf!" lol. It's funny now but damn, I'm not trying to do all this mess at once, my brain is fried, it's time to freakin graduate already, too bad I'll need an extra semester of this, ugh! I love my alma mater but damn, it's time to go! lol...

Don't get me wrong, I don't mind doing the work, it'll actually be very beneficial in the end but this new deadline...man...I need a shot.

Anywho, I worked out today and meditated. I'm praying for clarity to get this work done and peace of mind to not go off on anyone while in the process...